I know there has been a lot of radio silence from me. I’m still in the hospital and basically feel like I live here. It’s horribly frustrating. I want to be at home. I want to feel better. Basically there is something wrong with me, but the doctors don’t know what. There is a huge, extended team working on it. Some days I just don’t want to talk to anyone. It’s not personal if I’m not responding to you. Some days I don’t want visitors. Some days I do.
It’s so many ups and downs. It’s exhausting. It’s never ending.
My doctor reminds me that I had a huge surgery and I need to be patient with myself, but that’s easier said than done.
I still appreciate all of you out there sending your positive thoughts, prayers, cards and everything else. Thank you.